So this is how I look after losing 25 pounds. It might not look like much initially but I can already feel the differences and I've gone down almost two pants sizes.
Showing posts with label my picture. Show all posts
Showing posts with label my picture. Show all posts
Thursday, February 18, 2010
25 pounds down!
So this is how I look after losing 25 pounds. It might not look like much initially but I can already feel the differences and I've gone down almost two pants sizes.
Thursday, January 7, 2010
This is embarrassing...
I never look at myself in the mirror. NEVER. But if I am going to do this...if I am really going to change things I need to face facts.
So the other night I took a picture of myself standing in front of the mirror. I took that picture and I really looked at it and as usual I was disgusted by what I saw.
But I am telling myself this is my "Before" picture. I will take a picture every month to see how much I have changed.
I am so used to hiding. So used to not facing myself and ignoring facts. That is one of the most difficult things about this. Facing reality. Facing just how messed up I've become.
So the other night I took a picture of myself standing in front of the mirror. I took that picture and I really looked at it and as usual I was disgusted by what I saw.
But I am telling myself this is my "Before" picture. I will take a picture every month to see how much I have changed.
I am so used to hiding. So used to not facing myself and ignoring facts. That is one of the most difficult things about this. Facing reality. Facing just how messed up I've become.
